It hurts finding out your family memebers’ true colors. I can’t believe it, but I guess this is reality. I guess I will be on my own after I graduate from Wentworth. Even if I don’t get accepted to Texas State or UTSA, I’ll still go to Texas with my boyfriend and get a job and everything to get started and be able to pay rent. Ive got it all planned out. I mean I know God may have another plan for me, but I’m thinking this one will work out pretty well if I just keep my grades up and Jeep working hard towards my dream of becoming an Army Officer :) I CAN DO THIS!!! I’ve just got to pray and ask the lord for guidance and strength.
Today seems like it’s going to BA a great day! I’m going to try my best to stay in a good mood and happy all day today! Bob Marley Happiness!! :-)
Oh… Good ole whistlers…. They’re so annoying. And no it’s not because I can’t whistle, it’s because it’s like a constant thing with some people. Every time a song comes on it’s like they’re too lazy to sing the song so they just decide to whistle it! Ugh! Stop it! Use your other voice and sing it instead it’s a lot easier and a lot more fin. Just sayin!! :-)
Please help me that I may never be able to go back to the very sinful life I’ve lived before and that You will always be by my side to guide me in everything that I do.
Amen.
It feels good to finally be back on Tumblr!! Yay! :)
Love, it’s such a strong word… Whether we realize it or not, it even comes unexpectedly. I’ve now realized that the word LOVE isn’t just a word you say to someone because you feel it’s what you have to say. This weird comes from your heart… I can finally say i’ve found my first love… Everyone in my family had said to me that we will not last, but I have a STRONG feeling that we will. I mean, if you love someone you will do whatever you have to, to stay with that person. I’ve already done some things that I never thought I’d see myself doing, but i’ve learned that if you love them it will all be with it in the end. Is a scary feeling actually having a first love, try exciting st the same time. It’s nerve wrecking for me due to the fact this is my FIRST LOVE. And I know everyone says you usually don’t stay with your first love, but I plan on stating with mine. That’d how confident I am about my love for him. I love him and I am not afraid show it! I love you